tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2648777686689672361.post448548674359162189..comments2023-10-02T08:48:47.708+01:00Comments on Inside I'm Still Dancing: Pushing Through?..elliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15149712515785227561noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2648777686689672361.post-43185008678196103292008-11-23T14:27:00.000+00:002008-11-23T14:27:00.000+00:00ha, yes...a bulldozer would be nice.ha, yes...a bulldozer would be nice.elliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15149712515785227561noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2648777686689672361.post-47551318480546583662008-11-23T01:03:00.000+00:002008-11-23T01:03:00.000+00:00pushing though it the toughest bit.. you body seem...pushing though it the toughest bit.. you body seems to fight you all the way and emotionally, anorexia has held everything away to some extent. pushing though the disorder is like knocking bricks out of a wall. feels like its going no-where at times... chip away at the edges of the mortar and one will suddenly come loose and it will be like waking up from a (bad) dream. its amazing. its just chipping and not just leaving it there. it sounds shit but feeling this way demonstrates you're fighting. this is ana or whatever you call `it' that bit about you, fighting back because you've been doing well. its used to punishing you and with throw what it can to break your chizel. and if it does? pick up a hammer instead! wish i had a bulldozer i could lend you!kalihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08403981875621206724noreply@blogger.com